not normally a trend follower, but captain Tom’s daughter suggested a 100 something challenge. I can’t do much, so words it is…
I think and I think, and I think some more
I think about thinking of going outdoors
It’s not lockdown keeping me locked in
but this failing body and mind within
covid is fearsome to many I’m sure
but it’s not the reason I can’t find the door
I’m losing at winning. I don’t have the fight
but I keep getting up from another fitful night
washing and dressing, and pretending all day
to be normal and happy
but I’m not ok
not really
i don’t want to today
but I do. And I will
I just don’t know why